Sunday, August 29, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
hole punched through your home
i am (we are) constantly searching for happiness. no matter where it comes from.
i admire those who are able to recognize whether or not the source of their happiness is coming from the right place. i always think temporary happiness is better than nothing.
no consequences or not-so-happy endings.
but when you have to work so hard for happiness to the point that youre more stressed and worried than you are actually happy, it kind of has a way of canceling out any good part of the situation.
yet somehow i manage to find a way to only focus on the very few good times, letting them take over my thoughts, leaving me with a completely distorted view of the situation.
i dont know if im relieved.. in a way i am.
no more worrying, no more wasting, no more waiting.
but i cant help but think i couldve done something differently, which is the most frustrating thing.
i admire those who are able to recognize whether or not the source of their happiness is coming from the right place. i always think temporary happiness is better than nothing.
no consequences or not-so-happy endings.
but when you have to work so hard for happiness to the point that youre more stressed and worried than you are actually happy, it kind of has a way of canceling out any good part of the situation.
yet somehow i manage to find a way to only focus on the very few good times, letting them take over my thoughts, leaving me with a completely distorted view of the situation.
i dont know if im relieved.. in a way i am.
no more worrying, no more wasting, no more waiting.
but i cant help but think i couldve done something differently, which is the most frustrating thing.
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