dreaming of the dolphin song

i just want to know how you do it.
how do you go through everyday like everything is fine.

the fact that this is what your happiness depends on is unfair on so many different levels.


i'm sorry. i know it's all you hear.and for that i'm sorry.


on the surface you keep going.
and going.
and going.
like nothing is new.
so much that I forget all together.
even when you can't.
and even when you do, it's only temporary.


maybe if you keep acting it will eventually dissolve away.
deny.forget.ignore.smile.pretend.

you don't know how much i hope it works.